Why do I feel the need for a man?

I wish I knew. Needless to say, Terry did not last. Everything was going great, until last weekend. We had plans Friday night for my birthday. The boys spent the night with my parents, and he NEVER showed up. We talked briefly on the computer after work, but he NEVER showed up. He sent an email Saturday afternoon stating he FELL ASLEEP AT WORK....knew he had screwed up...felt like CRAWLING IN A CORNER AND CRYING. I did not know what to think, and kept waiting for him to call. He NEVER did. Then Tuesday afternoon, 5 DAYS LATER, he sends an IM saying HELLO beautiful lady!---like nothing was wrong. Turns out, he also went to Statesboro after work Saturday and did not return till Monday night at midnight. Claims he FORGOT his phone (and apparently there are no phones in Statesboro). I believe he met someone else, or got back with whoever he was seeing before me. Just seems too screwy, too planned. And he gave up very easily for someone who was supposed to love me. "Good riddance to bad rubbish" as they say. My son told me, "Mom, he doesn't know how to treat a lady, does he?" I guess he didn't......I feel like crying.....