Curves...

I added this pic as a marker. I joined Curves last week! I went 3 times this week, and have already lost 5 1/2 lbs! Just a drop in the bucket, but not a bad start. I have never weighed as much as I do right now, and I guess I've reached my disgusted point. My ex sister in law (she is a prayer warrior if ever there was one) prayed for God to find a way for me to be able to go to Curves with her. I just can't afford it....single mom, raising 2 growing boys, you know the story. Anyway, a friend of hers has paid the $150 joining fee, so I have 3 months free now. We started talking about going because we are going on a cruise in September....another answered prayer. It is late, I will add more tomorrow.....

Bad Dreams

God I hate bad dreams. I haven't had a really bad dream in months, but I had a doozie last night. I can't remember all of it, something about cars...but at the end a pickup truck came flying by and drove right thru an abandoned house. Everybody ran over to check out the driver, and my 13 year old son Dylan was in the passenger seat! He was not moving when I got there, and was covered in blood! I cannot even begin to describe how I felt....sick at my stomach, panicked, unable to breathe....he raised up and was looking around about the time I woke myself up screaming. Not really a scream, just that sharp intake of breath right before the scream. God it was awful!

My new motto....

Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you cannot change. Kiss slowly, play hard, forgive quickly, take chances, give everything, and have no regrets. Life is too short to be anything but happy.....
Isn't that beautiful? Just had to share...